My dear friend Scaughdt has compiled his trek’s profound
learning, experiences, and musings into an absolutely profound opus or
tome. I cannot say and words fail me to describe the intense joy and
encouragement that I have derived from reading of his pilgrimage for
love, peace, and radical kindness. The main content of which can be
found on his website by following the the link:
Journey of the Numinous Nomad
Below is an excerpt from from the journey which I find not only
inspiring, encouraging, and elucidating, but also challenging. It is
with a deep feeling of gratefulness that I share my brothers words with
you.
So, back to our
story … There I was, having walked all day on nothing more than one cup
of green tea, when I happened upon Pine Grove Baptist Church — and there
were cars in the parking lot! Not more than a few hours removed from
my decision to relay The Way of Jesus Christ to Christians, and I get my
first chance to do so.
To be honest, I was more
than a bit nervous as I entered the church and sat down in one of the
front pews. I knew generally what I had to share, and yet how was I
going to share it? And what if those hearing me got angry or became
otherwise upset? Should I just stand up at an opportune pause in the
preacher’s sermon and fire away? That didn’t seem Respect-full – and I
knew that it was not the right way. But what was the right way? Jesus’
words from the Bible kept echoing through my head – “Do not worry about
what to say or how to say it. At the right time you will be given what
to say.” (Matthew 10:19 – see also Luke 12:11 & Mark 13:11) This
calmed me somewhat, and I hunkered down to listen to the service and
await my time …
As it turned out, my time
came immediately after the service was over, when I simply stood with
everyone else, turned towards the congregation, and announced that I had
an important message to share. The room became completely still as all
eyes turned upon me … “This is it”, I thought, as I took a deep breath
and let something very similar to the following words flow from me:
“Greetings Friends!
I am
currently on a long Pilgrimage – heading from Chattanooga all the way
to southern Florida. I am walking on Faith, using no money at all as I
go, and I am doing so to share some important information about The Way
of Jesus Christ with everyone I meet along the way.
As
your pastor mentioned in his sermon, one of the goals of any good
Christian is to adhere to the teachings of the Apostle Paul – to worship
Jesus Christ in order to attain personal redemption — to then enter
Heaven after death and live there with God forever. This is indeed a
fine thing, and I am sincerely happy that all of you seem to have
attained this Salvation.
And
yet one other all-Important questions remains – a question that every
Christian must face and answer: Are you following The Way of Jesus
Christ? Are you doing what Jesus wanted us all to do in the time
between your redemption and your death? Are you practicing Jesus’
teachings in these times while you are still alive; in these few moments
you have left before ascending into your eternal splendor?
It
is not for me to answer this question for you. Indeed, how can I do so
and remain “humble as a child”? Yet what I can do is what I have been
Called by the Spirit to do – and that is to remind us all what Jesus
commanded of us.
As we all know, Jesus gave us only two Commandments that must be followed for us to enter his
Kingdom: we must Love God with all our hearts, and we must do so by
loving our neighbor as ourselves. We have heard this many times – and
yet what does this really mean?
We
have all been taught that these Commandments mean that we are to be
thankful for those friends and family closest to us – that we are to
care for these “neighbors” with warm emotions and kind thoughts. And
yet this is NOT what Jesus himself meant by these terms.
Jesus
defined “Love” as a verb. “Love” for Jesus was not a thought or a
feeling at all, but instead was a Good Deed one did for another. “If
you understand these teachings, blessed are you while you do them”, he
admonished in John 13:17. And his very first parable – the Parable of
the Sower – makes it clear that those who are Saved are the ones who
“hear the word and understand it, and who then indeed bear fruit” (Matthew 13:23). For Jesus, “Love” is an act of Kindness towards another — It is something that must be done, not merely felt or thought.
Even
more importantly, Jesus defined “neighbor” only once in the entire New
Testament – and he did so with the Parable of the Good Samaritan (see
Luke 10:29-37). Here, the hero of Jesus’ tale – the one who qualifies
as a “neighbor” – is a Samaritan, at that time the bitterest cultural enemy
of the Jews. In addition, this Samaritan was a “neighbor” not because
he was nice or friendly or moral towards another. No, he was a
“neighbor” for Jesus because he “showed mercy” – something we can only
do for another who has wronged us; for an enemy! For Jesus,
then, the “neighbor” he references in his second Commandment is not a
friend or a family member or even a fellow church-goer. The “neighbors”
towards whom we are to extend our acts of Kindness are our enemies, those in our lives who are “least deserving” of our Love – those to whom we least wish to give the same.
In
conclusion, we might indeed be Saved in the hereafter – we might indeed
all enter Paul’s Heaven after our deaths. And yet the question that
remains is: will we enter the Heaven of which Jesus spoke?
Will we have the courage to follow his Commandments in these few moments
we have left before we die? Will we have the courage to set forth this
very minute and commence actively caring for those people in our lives
whom we least admire – those who annoy us the most – those whose
religious beliefs are different than our own — those treating us most
poorly?
Let
us all go forth tonight and begin our lives anew, not only as “good
Christians”, but also as active followers of the Way of Jesus Christ.
For it is to this purpose that you have been Called by your Lord & Savior”
Well, as you can imagine,
the room was pretty quiet when I got finished. Then the “spell” broke
and folks began to disperse. Quite a few of them came up to me and
asked me questions about the Pilgrimage – questions which finally got
around to discussing how I was getting food without any money. I told
them matter-of-factly that I was fasting until offered food, whereupon
several of the ladies present began scurrying about to find me something
to eat. They didn’t find anything for me, and yet just their sincerely
caring intention to do so proved to be nourishing. Besides, I was
feeling pretty “high” from my “sermon” and felt no hunger at all as I
left the church.
And as I was bidding them
all farewell and heading back out towards the road, a woman came up to
me and gave me a pack of Ritz crackers and a bag of Skittles. I had to
really work hard to compose myself & suppress the deep laugh that
was begging to fly from my lips – as these were two of the foods that I
had recently sworn never to eat again. “God certainly does seem to have
quite the sense of humor!”, I thought. And with that, I headed down
the highway, happily munching on crackers and candy.
…………..
And yet this wasn’t the end of the story.
I didn’t have long to walk
before I saw yet another church – the Indians Springs Church of God.
More cars were in the parking lot there as well, which meant yet another
opportunity to share …
… so in I went.
This time, the service was
in full swing by the time I got there, and it was quite the different
vibe. There was a man uttering a charismatic prayer from the pulpit as
I entered, many in the congregation were swaying, and one woman was
accompanying him by speaking in tongues. This was pretty intense stuff,
so I hunkered down in the back and honored their spiritual journey
while waiting for my time to come …
And come it did, again as
the service was ending, whereupon I once again stood calmly and gently
boomed my message of radical Love – my call for others to actually walk
The Way of Jesus.
Not only was I well received
during my “sermon” (with many in the congregation openly supporting me
as I spoke), but after I was finished a woman in the back pew asked if
the entire congregation wouldn’t bless my Journey. I thought that this
blessing would be some sort of prayer led by the pastor. Instead, I was
called to the front of the church – whereupon the entire congregation
gathered around, placed their hands upon me, and began blessing me
vocally in unison.
It was a cascading
syncopation of ululations, prayers for protection and well-wishes. Each
utterance was unique – all of different content & cadence, and yet
each somehow fit seamlessly together; playing its priceless part within
their “Symphony of Salvation”. It really was quite moving, and I simply
relaxed into the Love they were sending – eyes closed and hands raised
to the heavens.
I remember praying as well,
over & over again, to be used completely for the Highest Good of all
– to be allowed to give my whole life for the betterment of Humanity.
It felt … simply … Wonder-full!
Needless to say, this
experience was significantly more than I had bargained for when deciding
to “speak to the masses”, and I left that holy place invigorated with a
renewed sense of gratitude – both for this Pilgrimage, as well as for
my amazing life in general.
And it was fortunate indeed
that I had received this amazing boost of energy, for it was now dark,
and there proved to be nowhere nearby for me to lay my head to rest … I
had intended to walk to the next bench in order to get some sleep, and
yet there were no benches to be found, so on I trudged through the night
– a night that was becoming surprisingly chilly.
I did finally make it into
Ringgold, where I came across the Midway Baptist Church. I drank some
water from the outside spigot there, and then tried to sleep on a picnic
table underneath a tent-pavilion behind the church, and yet it was
simply too cold. Try as I might, I couldn’t fall asleep. So, shivering
and now hungry, I got up and meandered down the road into the darkness …
There was one more attempt
at sleeping this night, and that came on a bench just outside the main
entrance to the Catoosa Baptist Tabernacle. Again, sleep eluded me –
the bench was too short, it was under a street-light, and it really was
freezing cold.
As I got up again to
continue walking (it was the only way to stay warm), I put my hands into
the pockets of my smock and felt something there – pulling out a five
dollar bill that one of the members of the Indian Springs Church of God
had surreptitiously placed there. Many members of that congregation had
offered me money before I left them, and I had explained gently yet
firmly that I would not be accepting any money at all for the entire
trip. It must have been during the “hands of heaven” experience that
one of them slipped that fiver into my smock. I had to laugh at the
audacity of that maneuver, especially when I had explained very clearly
that it was important that I not use any money on this Pilgrimage. And
yet I knew the gesture was well-intended, and gave a prayer of thanks
for its generosity as I folded up the bill and tucked it into the bush
next to the bench where I had been resting. I had faith that someone
would find it someday; someone who would be needing it much more then
than I did now.
This selfless gesture gave
me a glowing warmth from within, and I set out once more into the night –
with a purse once more empty, and a heart once more full …
